I guess you cannot really escape it.
Sometimes in life, one can manage with meds or therapy. But it is still always with you...with me.
I really can't escape it. I'm just living with a mask to everyone. I'm just faking being nice to everyone, because if I wasn't then I'd actually be a nothing, a zero, not worthy of living.
I started this narration a year ago...I didn't finish my thoughts. Despite a high-pressure albeit high-paying job and an increasing number in my bank account I still am this way, nothing has changed.
(originally posted on 3/7/21, today 3/25/23 I have updated it for clarity and completeness, coincidentally it is march)
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